Today was depressing. I did terrible on economics quiz, the APLan practice AP test was also a pain (sorry Garland, I took a peek at your paper). My depression went even lower when Li is in a foul mood (when I asked her to copy a homework to remind me later, I think I heard her mumbling, "You're ridiculous") and when I watch her signing a transcript, my eyes became teary not because of the stress about college applications but my thoughts about life after high school flooded my head for the 4th time until 5th period came. I'll be honest, I cried a bit in bed when I think about college life.

I'm really happy to see ToadTamer again. It covers some of the sadness as well as that graphic video me and Li watched in Human Bio.

My brother picked me and Maggie up again. When driving towards, home a car came and made a U turn, towards us. My brother hit the pedal and drove out of the way. I dunno what Maggie's reaction was but I freaked out because Maggie is sitting on the front seat. I hope I don't lose my job picking Maggie up because of this accident.

Last year, I live alone. This year, I became more attached to my friends. Perhaps the eggshell is starting to crack open?

Have a good weekend, my dear friends.